Back Again, again.

For some reason for the last several months I’ve been rather overwhelmed when trying to think of a thing to comment on and how. I don’t want to publicly say much politically, again, for some mysterious reason, and it was hard not to get political. BUT here I am again, and to start things off I’m just going to post a super nerdy, ridiculous, probably interesting to exactly no one, overly-long essay I wrote for my theology class last semester. It’s about the Trinity. And, shockingly, this is the edited and significantly cut back version. Also, I got an A on it, but I should probably note my professor was struck down with the Rona when he graded it, sooo… anyway. Here it is.

*ahem*

Attempted Thot on the Trinity, by Sammy B.

In The Light of Christ: An Introduction to Catholicism, Thomas Joseph White, OP concludes his chapter on the Trinity saying, “The Trinitarian faith is not a secondary aspect of Christianity, but is the summit and source of all the rest. This truth casts perspective on everything else, and allows us to ‘interpret’ reality from a most ultimate vantage point.”[1] In this essay, I will attempt to approach this “most ultimate vantage point” and explore what the interpretation of reality from such a place means.

Much of the work of evangelization is overcoming and correcting fundamental misunderstandings.[2] In the chapter at hand, White walks us through the true, ancient teaching of the Church regarding the nature of God as three persons in one divine nature. He makes it clear that the Trinity in no way contradicts the monotheism of the Old Testament; there is still only one God, the same One who first revealed himself to the Jewish people as the Creator and I AM, who then more fully and clearly revealed Himself in His Son Jesus Christ, who, before Abraham was, simply is.  At the same time, White explains, each of the three divine persons are distinct, “the Father is not the Son or the Spirit, the Son is not the Father or the Spirit and the Spirit is not the Father or the Son,”[3]; “the Father always gives all that he is to the Son without in any way being diminished in his own plenitude, and he and the Son with him give all that they are to the Spirit, in a communion of eternal love.”[4]  In other words, there is nothing in any of the persons of the Trinity that is not fully in the other two as also the One God. They are definitely distinct, yet always united in being and action. Creation, Redemption, Sanctification happen through all three persons in one. Anything God does, He does as Father, Son, Holy Spirit.[5]

How can this be? How can something be distinctly and definitely three yet ultimately and really one? White admits that this may look like a “complex conceptual game.”[6] Is it intentional obfuscation- as the Jehovah’s Witnesses and Mormons claim- intended to confuse and thus maintain power over an ignorant people? That God would allow such widespread and enduring fundamental error in His Church from the very beginning is obviously absurd. It also seems extremely unlikely that a completely fraudulent church would be the single longest lasting institution[7] in the history of the institutions, given how short-lived other cons tend to be.[8] Further, as in any theological reflection, White is essential to always go back to and stay with the revelation of the Trinity that is Christ Jesus, the Incarnate image of the Father Who sends His Spirit to his disciples. As White puts it, “From the Cross, Christ crucified who comes forth from the eternal Father sends the Holy Spirit who is love upon the world.”[9] In knowing and loving Christ more deeply, we can better understand and love the Trinity.

So, with Our Lady, we accept this deepest mystery of God’s identity as true but still ask, “How can this be?” For while the distinction in persons based on procession and relation make sense, it’s still not quite clear what it really means or looks like. If this is, as White says above, the most ultimate vantage point and “the single most practical truth for human beings,”[10] the more tangible we can make this ineffable mystery, the better.

In his De Trinitate, books IX and X, Augustine explores the mental image of the Triune God in man. Love, he argues, requires three: the lover, the love itself, and the loved. In the mind loving itself, however, the lover and loved are the same one thing, so you are left with the mind and its love. “Love and mind, however, are not two spirits but one…and yet they are two somethings, lover and love…And these are called two things relatively to one another.”[11] The mind does not love itself with any thing other than its own spiritual self, but there still must be two ‘somethings’, for otherwise the relation of love (relations need more than one) would not be possible. Likewise with the mind knowing itself; there is the mind and its knowledge, which are two somethings- you wouldn’t say the mind is knowledge- but one inseparable being that is both doing the knowing and being known.

This act of the mind knowing and loving itself is different from knowing and loving other things; it is not the case that the mind sits down at a nice restaurant across from a mirror and gets to know and love itself gradually like anything else. The mind “is itself loving itself and itself knowing itself,” the mind’s existence is knowing and loving itself, everything else it might know and love is through its love and knowledge of self (which, of course, in fallen human beings is distorted and limited). Augustine further clarifies the mental trinity in man in the subsequent book X, eventually narrowing the focus to the memory, understanding, and will. After a lot of deep reflection and reasoning that is well beyond the scope of this essay, he concludes:


These three, then, memory, understanding, and will, are not three lives but one life, nor three minds but one mind. So it follows of course that they are not three substances but one substance. When memory is called life, and mind, and substance, it is called so with reference to itself; but when it is called memory it is called so with reference to another. I can say the same about understanding and will; both are so called with reference to another. But each of them is life and mind and being with reference to itself…. For this reason these three are one…” 

While this is an imperfect image complete with shortcomings and ways in which it is not like the Triune God, overall this examination of the human mind helps in our attempt to make sense of the mystery. It speaks to our common experience as rational creatures. Our mind, our one substantial self that remembers and understands and wills, can distinguish between the knowing understanding, the loving will, the remembering memory, but they are inseparable. One could not remember apart from the will and understanding to do so, could not will without remembering and understanding, could not understand without willing and remembering, yet they are not all each other. Likewise Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, except what is contained in one person in a human mind, in the Divine Mind necessarily eternally overflows into three persons. We tend to imagine God as a giant, ancient man engaged in serene self-contemplation,but if God is love, he can’t be a solitary person. Love entails persons, plural.[12] Eternal being cannot be contained in a single person.

 “Oh, no, no, no- nice try,” the secular world could say, “This Augustine of Hippo, this Roman-educated genius trapped in a repressive cult is impressively insightful when it comes to human psychology, but it is still just arbitrary fantasy to call the human mind an image of something greater, rather than admitting that it is itself the greatest thing.”Similarly, our Jehovah’s Witness friends will still say all this Trinity talk is unnecessarily complicated and confusing as our atheist friends still say this is just plain nonsensical. And it is all of those things, if viewed from within their materialist framework. Thus, step one is breaking out of that limited understanding of reality. The fact is, humans are finite, with little finite brains trapped in a little finite world of bodily sense perception. For the materialist, that is the end of the story: finitude and meaninglessness. But an honest look around reveals hints and signs of the infinite and meaningful even within our short, earthbound lives.[13] This is not only to be found in the obviously immaterial nature of the mind that Augustine illustrates, but also just in the fact that there is intelligibility and order and anything at all.

This is addressed by White in his section on the “Rational Arguments for the Existence of God.” Therein, he gives a helpful overview of the main ways the Tradition has defended belief in God as eminently reasonable. While it is not possible to definitely prove God’s existence by the standards of modern adherents of scientism,[14] we can still show it is not thereby unreasonable or implausible. As White explains, the contingency, interdependence, and intelligibility of the world clearly points to a necessary, transcendent, and perfect Being behind it.[15] There must be an ultimate ground and source of being; reality cannot be simply suspended in nothingness and chaos. It wouldn’t make sense. And more than that, we wouldn’t be able to notice that it does or doesn’t make sense; if the world were just colliding atoms and random, accidental arrangements of matter, how would we be able to step back and analyze it?

 
This is where we can begin to see how the ‘ultimate vantage point” of the Catholic doctrine of the Trinity differs from the materialist vantage point. The materialist is stuck within the finite box of one dimensional, materialistic understanding. Thus, when presented with the idea of God, it is assumed that it is just the biggest, best thing in the box. This is where I think Anselm’s ontological argument- and Bonaventure’s defense of it-  is helpful. It is often interpreted as an argument for the biggest, best thing in the finite world (see Guanilo’s attempt to refute the argument with his supposedly similar ‘most perfect island’ argument). What Anselm is really getting at, though, is that God is wholly other, yet also the source of all things. When he talks about ‘that greater than which cannot be conceived,” he means that, if there were no God grounding reality, we would not be able to think about any such thing as a ‘grounding of reality’, or the infinite, or meaning, or concepts at all. This much maligned ontological argument is, I think, a crucial balance, perhaps even the foundation for other arguments. While Aquinas- rightly and helpfully- points to God as the ground of all being by working back from the given dependence, changeability, and enduring intelligibility of things, Anselm and Bonaventure take an additional step into that mystery.  It is a way of breaking through the materialist viewpoint, a way of countering the “fool who hath said in his heart there is no God.”

Fides quaerens intellectum is the central task of Catholic theology, but it is, naturally, circular. The Anselmian ontological argument helps to illustrate why this is unavoidable and is in itself indicative of the truth of things. In his defense of Anselm, Bonaventure states: “si Deus est Deus, Deus est;”in what sounds to the modern ear as possibly the most ridiculous non-argument of all time. But, as Josef Seifert argues, put in other words, Bonaventure is saying: if God is Being-Itself/Perfect Being/the source and summit of all thought, then God must be; for the alternative would be that Being Itself is not,or that existence does not exist. That, of course, is absurd.[16] Thus we see why we must go where Aquinas directs us in his proofs for God’s existence.

Two final points about the Trinity as the ultimate vantage point and the most practical truth. First, what we have discussed about the whatness of the Trinity further illustrates the reality of our situation: It’s God or nothing. Truth or utter absurdity. There is no middle ground. We see from the vantage point of the eternal communion of divine Love in the Most Holy Trinity or from the vantage point of nothingness. In this light, White’s claim that it is the most practical truth to human beings is absolutely true. The difference between “in the beginning there was physics” of deGrasse Tyson and, “in the beginning, there was personhood,”[17] is infinite. As interesting as the relation of matter and energy is, it does not compare to the mystery of the human person, which, we now know, is sustained with the physical world by a divine communion of persons.

Secondly, White quotes Augustine as saying that “God is closer to us than we are to ourselves” and, in another place, “this is the most concrete reality that there is: the union of the soul with God by grace”.[18]  I have tried to get deeper into what exactly the ‘ground of all being’ is, and how it is infinitely more than what a materialistic understanding offers; having wrestled with the fact that God Is Who Is, is the source and summit of all meaning and all that is, we come back to the fact that we are meant for union with that ‘greater than which nothing can be conceived’! Our very selves- our spirit, our mind, our life- is an image of the unthinkably other and transcendent God; he makes us in the image of that which grounds and gives meaning to all things. And that image in which he makes us is not just a vague reminder of where we came from, a memento, a parting gift to the creature sent off into the world, for God then shows us the fullness of meaning in Christ, God-become-man who is the Way, the Truth, and the Life. In this weak reflection on the Trinity, we can begin to see that all things spring from personal love. This is the light in which we should see all else, the interpretive key to reality.


[1] White, Joseph Thomas, OP, The Light of Christ, (Washington, DC, 2017), 87.

[2] As the blessed Archbishop Sheen says, “There are not a hundred people in America who hate the Catholic Church. There are millions of people who hate what they wrongly believe to be the Catholic Church.”

[3] White, 51.

[4] Ibid. 81.

[5] The Incarnation, for example, is the God the Son taking on human nature- neither the Father nor the Holy Spirit become man– but Christ is sent by the Father, through the Holy Spirit, at the Annunciation (Luke 1:26-38)

[6] White, 82.

[7] The Church is not, obviously, merely a human institution but the Mystical Body of Christ quickened and forever protected by the Holy Spirit.

[8] As Gamaliel observed, “For before these days Theudas arose, giving himself out to be somebody, and a number of men, about four hundred, joined him; but he was slain and all who followed him were dispersed and came to nothing.” (Acts 5:36) There are, of course, long running false religions, but they don’t have the structural and doctrinal continuity of the Catholic Church that makes it especially remarkable.

[9] White, 48

[10] Ibid., 48.

[11] Augustine, The Trinity, trans. Edmund Hill, OP (Brooklyn, 1990), p. 272 (IX.1).

[12] In fact, personhood itself is, as the 20th century personalists and phenomenologists show, born of and inseparable from love. A human person comes to his personhood that enables him to say “I” through being addressed as “you”.  (see von Hildebrand, John F. Crosby, etc.)

[13]  The heart-exploding, selfless love one has for little, crying, useless, pooping blobs of neediness called babies, for example– what sense can a materialist make of that? Whence self-sacrifice, according to the material science-worshipping world?

[14] “The word ‘scientism’…is to be understood as meaning the belief that science, in the modern sense of that term, and the scientific method as described by modern scientists, afford the only reliable natural means of acquiring such knowledge as may be available about whatever is real. (John Wellmuth, S. J., The Nature and Origins of Scientism [Milwaukee, WI: Marquette University Press, 1944], p. 5)

[15] White, 61-66.

[16]Josef Seifert, “Si Deus est Deus, Deus Est: Reflections on St. Bonaventure’s Interpretation of St. Anselm’s Ontological Argument”, Franciscan Studies, 52, (1992). “How can the only being that answers the question- “why is there something rather than nothing?”- not be?…If it were not, nothing would be; no being and intelligibility whatsoever would be possible or thinkable. It is impossible that that being is not, of which Bonaventure rightly says, “eius necessitas est omnis esse, vivere et intelligere origo et complementum” [V, 108 a]. The non-existence of God (of Being-Itself) would be intrinsically… impossible and absurd.” (230)

[17] White, 51.

[18] White, 77.

Art and Scholasticism #3

Check out parts 1 and 2

Oooh!

First of all, before I forget, I bought Art & Scholasticism from Cluny Media— definitely support those guys if you get a chance. I think they’re relatively new, family-owned nerdy lil operation. Beautiful, good Catholic books. With a ton of Sigrid Undset titles I had never heard of.

 

 

 

 

 

Okay, so, we’re on Chapter III. I wasn’t actually planning on going through every chapter, I really just want to talk about Chapter IV, BUT when I try to jump ahead, something from the chapter I’m trying to skip distracts me.

SO, CHAPTER III Making and Action

Okay, see? Already the first line is something I want to note.

“The Mind as a faculty is a complete self-subsisting whole, but it goes to work very differently according as it has knowledge for the sake of knowing or for the sake of doing.”

Basically, the mind is it’s own thing, but it works differently depending on if it’s trying to know something or do something.

The Mind-as-Knowing is fulfilled ultimately in the Beatific Vision- the knowing and loving of God face-to-face. It’s tied over for now by things like philosophy and theology and knowing stuff just because it is good to know stuff.

USUALLY, though, the mind is in Mind-as-Doing mode- it works to reason practically, figure out how to get from A to B, how to most rationally use the means I have to get to the end I want.

So we have Mind-Knowing and Mind-Doing – same thing, in different modes or orientations. [I use the word “mode” in my 90s kid context of video games… turbo mode, DK mode, etc. Haven’t thought much how that relates to the traditional academic philosophical use of the word…]

Mind-Doing is then further divided into Action Mode and Making Mode.

The Mind in Action Mode is focused on how to use Free Will to get to the good it desires. My Will is naturally oriented to some thing that is good-for-me, that fulfills some appetite or desire or love. Ideally, it’s all ultimately ordered to The Good (God). As Maritain explains, a freely willed action “is good if it conforms to the law governing all human acts and the true end of human life.” And if a man freely acts in conformity with the law, he is “himself good, purely and simply.” [‘the law’ is, of course, God’s law, revealed in Christ, Who emphasized the necessity of the interior actions of the heart to be in conformity with the law. Just to clarify that obviously a guy who does good stuff on the surface isn’t necessarily “good, purely and simply”].

SO, the Will is oriented to man’s good, and the mind turns that Will to actions that fulfill some desire/love for the good of man. THUS my favorite Augustine quote of all time:

Love God and do what you will.

We have a weird, mechanical kind of view of the will as some kind of tool we pick up and point at something, but really, according to Augustine anyway, it’s more of a disposition, determined by the sorts of things that you love. So when you will something, it’s an overflow or consequence of your love. That’s vaguely what I remember from my Auggie class at CUA anyway, based on a book by one of my early Ave days professor, Sarah Byers. If you have an extra $80 lying around, Byers is brilliant and it’s a very good book.

Anyway. The Mind in Action Mode is going to be operating in the world of Morality– the right and wrong use of the will. This is where everyone’s favorite virtue, Prudence, comes in. Maritain calls it “a virtue of practical intellect which keeps Action straight.”

Prudence keeps Action straight. I love that definition. Simple and handy.

Okay, so NOW we can get to Mind in Making Mode, which, you might guess, has more to do with Art, the supposed subject of these posts and this book.

While Action deals with what we do with our freedom, Making is judged by the thing or work itself. 

Action was good or bad based on if it conformed to the rules of human conduct, whether it led to or away from the Good. Making, on the other hand, is good or bad based on the good or perfection of the thing made.

Art, therefore, keeping Making straight and not Action, remains outside the line of human conduct, with an end, rules, values, which are not those of man, but of the work to be produced. That work is everything for art– one law only governs it– the exigencies and the good of the work.

Does this mean a 3D printer is as good an artist as Michelangelo? Ew, gross, no. Don’t even say that. Maritain also says

“if art is not human in the end which it pursues, it is human, essentially human, in its method of working. It involves the making of a man’s work, stamped with the character of man: animal rationale.

The work of art has been pondered before being made, has been kneaded and prepared, formed, brooded over, and matured in mind before emerging into matter. And there it will always retain the colour and the savour of the spirit.

Think about that in relation to God as Creator Artist…

Final note, which is the whole point of the chapter and one of his main things of the book, Maritain goes on to say that the work to be done is the matter, and undeviating reason is the form of art. If reason is off, the art will be off. The whole thing, while outside of human action and morality, is still directed by the mind, (which, of course, has to be in conformity with Truth to be worth anything).

So the modern BS of random self-expression on one hand, and gross political statement on the other, is stupid and dumb. Art is practical but outside the action/political realm, and is oriented to the objective thing made, not the maker, while still guided by that maker’s rational mind.

This reminds me of Oscar Wilde’s “there’s no such thing as an immoral book” line – this was the point he was getting at. If a book is well-written it is “good” even if the subject matter is toxic and evil; a book is “bad” if poorly written, even if the subject matter is saintly. It’s an entirely unrelated (to art) question of whether or not this book is good-to-read or not. The Picture of Dorian Gray is very good to read, in my opinion, while the book within that book that corrupts the main character is, at least in the main character’s case, not good to read. That is a matter of prudence and Action Mode, though, not art itself.

That’s how Kendrick Lamar can have “good” music that you probably shouldn’t listen to, or at least shouldn’t blast at full volume going through a quiet neighborhood of impressionable youth.

Welp, I’ll end it there for today. Next time will finally be Chapter IV: Art: An Intellectual Virtue

p.s. Seriously, just look at these books

p.p.s. side note: philosophy and grammarly/spell check don’t get along. Yes, AI robot, that’s what I meant to write, leave me alone, you don’t really understand anything. Oh, and thanks for catching that I wrote butt instead of but, that was actually pretty helpful]

 

 

Public Service Announcement: Don’t Eff with Demons

PSA: Don’t Eff with demons.

Please and thank you.

Lately I seem to keep happening upon a lot of nonchalant messing where people shouldn’t be messing.

Apparently the guy who did the Watchmen comics- he thinks his drawings are spells or something creepy like that. And apparently people in general are just, “Oh cool, his art is an incantation, that’s cool, live your truth, man, sweet drawrings.”

Wut.

No, it’s not cool.

Demons are fallen angels. The primary significance of this metaphysical fact is not all the sweet tattoo and truck art you can make of bad angels (ugh). They’re evil.

Let’s review what an angel is real quick.

St. Thomas Aquinas is called the Angelic Doctor because he figured out so dang much about these spiritual creatures, and, as far as I know, not a whole lot more has been added to his insights in the centuries since he was on earth thinking about it. He talks about angels in Questions 50 – 64 of the Summa.

Backing up a second to creation in general according to Aquinas and the Tradition: the hierarchy of being: at the bottom you have lifeless stuff like rocks, then you have plants that can grow and reproduce and thus have some kind of soul (vegetative kind), move up another rung to animals, which have a little fancier souls, in that they have senses and memory and such, but they can’t engage in things like abstract reasoning or art or love. Continuing up the ladder, you have the good ol’ familiar body-and-soul humans, then above them are the angels, which are entirely spiritual- no bodies, (though occasionally, as recorded in the Old Testament, they sometimes assume a quasi-body so as to be seen by people and not freak us out.)

At the very top of the hierarchy of being is, of course, is God, source and summit, beginning and end, perfect Being with a capital B. Obviously there’s an increase in perfection as you move up from rocks to the divine, and none of those jumps are insignificant- you can’t make a plant out of however many of the best of rocks, you can’t blend up the right combo of plant souls to jump to animal life, the smartest gorilla/elephant/dolphin supergroup of animal geniuses still aren’t going to ever amount to the odd creature who can do things like have existential crises and read, write, and even sometimes understand poetry (even if he watches YouTube instead, which he can invent, but a pig never will).

Thus, even if we don’t know much about angels, it’s safe to say that they’re naturally significantly higher than us. Smarter, faster, stronger, better. Again, they don’t have bodies, so they know things more clearly and directly– not as we do, which is through the tricky and limited senses.

At one point, Thomas addresses the question of whether angels can read your mind and see the future, and the answer is kinda yes but no. NO, if by read your mind and know the future you mean in the same way God does. Angels are not omniscient and do not know everything BUT compared to us, they may as well. When you guess what your friend is thinking and they say “you read my mind!”– angels are really good at guessing like that. So good it’s not even really fair to call it guessing.

They can’t see into your heart and soul like God can, but they can see what you do, and they can get a pretty good idea of what you’re probably thinking and feeling. Similar deal with the future, they can see a lot more of what’s going on right at this moment than we can from the perspective of our limited bodies, and they can take all that info and do a lot of Sherlock elementarying with it to get a decently accurate picture of the future.

So, angels can almost-but-not-quite read your mind and almost-but-not-quite see the future because they know the present and past so dang well. Huh. I wonder whaaaat could possibly go wrong with some ill-willed, fallen angels literally hell-bent on your destruction with that kind of spiritual power? Surely they wouldn’t abuse that power and play on your puny human emotions in many and various ways…

Angels are higher than us by nature, and even when they fall, (as a third of them did when they had their one chance to choose God or self/nothing/hell) the demons are still way smarter than us. They can mess with us like we use laser pointers to mess with our cats and dogs. It’s no contest- their natures are simply way higher than ours. The end. So don’t go looking for your dear late grandma via a psychic, or with a demon-magnet diabolically marketed as a children’s toy, or with freaky open-to-the-spirits meditation. Because yeah, it’s real, but it’s not what you think it is. You might think you are a master red dot hunter, but you’re not; it’s a game and you’re not one of the players, you’re the dumb dog.

Now, there are stories of saints laughing at the devil when he shows up– St. Anthony the Great and St Teresa of Avila are known for it– but they were hard core SAINTS. Obviously demons are nothing compared to their Creator (the creator of their originally-perfectly-good-selves that they freely corrupted). A saint is someone who is so close to God that they can say, like a little kid wrapped around their dad’s leg or hanging on to their mom’s skirt- “Mr. Demon you’re just a big dumb meanie and you can’t hurt me.”

Now, am I that close to God? Are any of the people who I hear talking about weird crap that they’ve seen and been a part of, most of whom claim to be vaguely Christian but tend to live out some combo of agnostic and pagan tendencies in their day to day? I don’t know, I can’t judge, BUT the saints are overtly and definitively against the evil spirits, not trying to use them for some silly earthly objective, so even if the people who mess around with creepy spirit stuff they don’t understand are very close to God, they aren’t acting like it when they mess around with creepy spirit stuff. In those moments, anyway, they aren’t clinging to God like a Teresa or Anthony, they are playing in a busy street, lucky to not get run over.

Anyway… all I’m really tying to say is

Don’t

Mess

with Demons.

aka spirits aka ghosts aka dead relatives

The only unfinished business a dead guy is going to need help with is the business of getting purified for heaven, which mean prayers toward getting them out of Purgatory, so say some of those and wait til heaven to talk to them again. St Gertrude has a sweet prayer for that.

“Eternal Father,
I offer You the most precious blood
of thy Divine Son, Jesus,
in union with the Masses said
throughout the world today,
for all the Holy Souls in Purgatory,
for sinners everywhere,
for sinners in the universal Church,
for those in my own home,
and in my family. Amen.”

Also St. Michael, professional demon-conquerer, should be your buddy:

St. Michael the Archangel,
defend us in battle.
Be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the Devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray,
and do thou,
O Prince of the heavenly hosts,
by the power of God,
thrust into hell Satan,
and all the evil spirits,
who prowl about the world
seeking the ruin of souls. Amen.

That is all.

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This post brought to you by a nice warm mug of hot honey water and cream and The Violent Femmes Blister in the Sun stuck in my head.